I’m sitting here in my open window a autumn day

Even though the wind is so cold to my bare skin.

Even though I am freezing by this uncomprehending wind

Nothing can move me away.

Everything feels so unfair and hard at this very moment.

I can feel the cold and salt tear rising in my eye.

You are my angel, and by God you are sent.

But soon you will again with the other angels fly.

Don’t fall into this deep, deep sleep.

Your time is not yet to come, my angel

Stay here in my arms, you are mine to keep

I’m sitting here praying with tears in my eyes, just for you to be well

You have always been giving everyone your love

Because you know how important it can be

Keep sending us your love when you are up there above.

Because we need you now and forever, especially me.

The wind is getting colder, the time is coming near.

I don’t want to lose you – I am so afraid!

But you are telling me there is no need to fear.

But I still wish that you stayed…